I was going to fly home today, but I kept waiting it out and ended up missing my opportunity to book my ticket. I want so badly to be here for the birth, and am so close, yet it seems so far away. I thought today was my limit for how long I could stay out here (it probably really should have been) so I'm pretty sure tomorrow is REALLY the limit. I don't even know who is going to watch my kids yet tomorrow, but I know Brian is taking a half-day to be with them in the afternoon. Ugh. I don't even know what else to say.